My message here is just as likely to show up next week, as it is next month.
I have written, but for whatever reason toward the end I pick through my meanderings and find fault with the way I have chosen to explain the premise I began writing about. I worry that the actual meaning of my words are lost sometimes in the way I phrase them, and eventually give in to slogans or known phrases that come close to the feeling I am trying to convey. But they are unacceptable to me, and I end up leaving well enough alone and keeping silent.
I have to force myself to post what I mean, in the simplest terms I can, without using old rhetoric that others have misused.